I could be sitting in a bubble bath full of red wine with a large straw right now and I would be where I want to be. I am so thankful that I have a long fuse and an apathetic outlook on life's goings on because if I really cared about all the drama that goes on around here I would be drinking and drinking lots.
I won't go into detail about the stress except to say that family members have major anxiety and depression and they are living in close proximity to me at this time. My house is filled to capacity with family members who I am happy to accommodate. They are mostly fun to have around.
My workload is huge because of my live-in Mom's broken hip recovery, the houseful causing lots more dishes and tidying, business is booming and I run the office so there is very little time for me.
I am leaving on vacation tomorrow; just me and hubby. We are so excited to be heading out for ten days all alone after the first year of hosting Mom. My sister will manage the house and the office will be run remotely.
I believe that because of my daily meditation, 6:00 a.m. riverside walks and my staying close to the cyber sober world, I am able to string a few weeks of sober time together... often ... and currently.
Today, this moment what matters is now. That's all. Thanks to my recovery process I am well educated on consciousness and and deliberate living. Very grateful for all I've learned. I am able to provide refuge to family in need without losing my mind or my sobriety. Today.