It's finally happening. My life has taken on an orderly dimension that has everything to do with taking it into my own hands and controlling the actions I choose to take. Meditation has helped enormously.
By choosing to go to bed sober each night, I have the pleasure of waking with excitement and enthusiasm.
By choosing to remain 'awake' during the day, I accomplish tasks that are on my list of things to do.
By choosing to 'eat the frog' I have a clean desk and no pile of filing awaiting me in the office.
By choosing to not take things personally, I am living a life of acceptance and understanding.
By choosing to not worry about what will be, I am better able to stay focused on the present, glorious moment.
By choosing to engage with my grandchildren, I am developing a life long relationship that will benefit all of us.
By choosing to watch my words, I am finding myself suppressing negative chatter that once used to spew forth in a black cloud of gossip.
By choosing to spend time on personal grooming, I am attracting smiles and positive comments rather than living the invisible life of the middle aged woman.
By choosing to keep a tidy home I am able to enjoy resting with no feelings of guilt or anxiety about what needs to be done next.
By choosing to exercise, I am feeling energized and self-satisfied.
By choosing happiness, I am happy.
Life is about choices and right now, with sobriety, meditation and cultivating a nurturing friendship I am able to make choices that positively effect my life.
I could not have said this six months ago.
Thank you Thank you Thank you!! You know who you are!
I love this! What a great way to live. I need to save this post and try to live by these words.
ReplyDeleteWhat a great post! You sound like you are in a really good place Deb. I hope I find this peace and acceptance myself one day. I am so happy for you. A x
ReplyDeleteHi Deb,
ReplyDeleteI like how you have made everything seem so simple and within reach - just by making the right choice.
Thanks Bren